Sweet Assault and Pepper

"Look, it's time to sleep. You're exhausted."
"No, no...there's something not right."
"Just be quiet and go to bed."
"No, I have to figure it out. Was it just something--"
"Stop it. Go to sleep."
"...I just want to know."
"What?"

"I just want to know why. Why did it happen this way? Why does everything happen for a reason?"
"I can't really answer that question."
"Why? What is it that she has that I don't?"
"Look, it's not your fault."
"I have to figure this out. Is he going to be happy forever?"
"We have no way of knowing. But you just have to be happy with what you're doing right now."
"How can I? You saw everything that happened right after...you saw the way they were together. It was all just a clever ruse for him to leave you. He's not going to do the same thing to her, I guarantee."
"...I can't help you right now. Only you can help yourself."


I've become more than one
Split down the middle by sadness
Eyes heavy I struggle
My mind is not mine